Happy and Sad......

Back to MELAKA!
Only it's for a few days but I am DAMN happy bout it......
Cause of my bed!
MOST important are my parents!!!
But somehow daddy knew I dyed hair and this morning when I 1st met him since I got back........He didn't even lay his eye on me even after I called him and attempt to massage for him........
Then when he looked a me he said I hate people dye hair............

I reaction was like WHAT DA FUQ?
So do you mean that after dying hair I ain't your son anymore?
But I didn't say it out, of cause.........
Then I just answered Oh.......and get back to do my stuffs........
I felt sad bout it........
Really till now it bothers me.......
But there is nothing I can do he don't even want to talk to me......

SO forget bout it I'm his son.........
Dye hair doesn't seems to be wrong for me it's like new clothes for me.......
He have that old thinking that people that dyes hair aren't good people.......
I already have a series of plans for my hair in the coming future already.......
Sorry dad I loves you but I have to love myself more to continues loving you.......
>xD

Well there's also things that are bothering me these days but friends are all not here so no one to talk to yet......
And it is bothering me a LOT.........
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There is always something that you wish it never happened.....
Even if you know it is happening there is nothing you can do to stop it from happening........
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Kinda abstract I also not really sure it is correct.......

That's it then I guess just hope my dad can accept I dye hair as soon as possible.......
Ciaoz~~~