Random mood......

Today had a great day out with Aaron........
Watched Kung Fu Panda 2, X-men, and Mr Popper's Penguin with him..........
Had Mc Donalds for lunch with him saw Yee Shian there........
Then for dinner we went to old back alley for Sii Ham...........
Old time favorite..........
I don't know what is it call in English...........
Sorry my bad.........
Then after show fetch him home~

But I just suddenly felt some intense sadness in me...............
I don't know why.........
Watched 2 hilarious movies............
Had great laughs in cinema............
Great awesome day...........
I suddenly just feel sad...........
Weird huh?
Then after dropping him off at his place...........
I drove to some bars........
But I didn't know why am I going in there...........
Just need some alcohol I guess??
Yet, I didn't make it into the bars I was about to go down my mom called..........
So I headed back again.............
Now I am so confused/lost/empty whatever it's called can't describe it...........
:'(