In life we must appreciate what we have and shouldn't complain too much that our life isn't that good or wealthy...
People do make wrong choice sometimes...
And they surely do regret...
When you starting to regret, everything will be too late...
SO appreciate what we have got in this life...

Sunday, March 13, 2011

New Comer..........

Hmmm........
Now I will intro myself here....
I am 19 this year on the coming birthday, I am still a student in Taylor's University, studying architecture.....
Finished my foundation course last year, started my degree just few weeks ago.....

I had a blog last time, but it somehow got into some unwanted people that I don't want them to know........
So................I create this new blog for some random time that I feel like writing my feelings out........
Well, I'm doesn't do writing much......but I wish I can have this habit from writing on blog more.......
Okay.....
Recently, I got very messed up with relationship problems.......
This girl already together with me for almost 3 years already, but I feel that we are more like best friends than in a relationship and my feeling towards her become lesser and lesser already.......
I decided to break up with her, but I don't know how, I just told her I can't make it anymore.....
Since I am a architectural student, sometimes when I have assignments to do and I will sort of need a lot of inspiration, and she will sort of date me out then since I have a lot of assignments need to do, so I refuse to go and she will like very sad and EMO......
When she start it, my inspirations all will gone.....
That's why I ended up making up this unwanted choice.....
I'm such a failure in breaking up in relationship.....I always got dumped and never in my life I have done it before.....
BUT........
This time I did..still it didn't work out fine.......
I manage to success this time is because through a friend.....
I'm feel such a COWARD for didn't dare to do it myself....
I've draaaaaaaaaaaaaaaag it for like almost a week already and things still not settled.....
Tomorrow will be the last day we meet(me and her), I guess......
Taking her stuffs back to her.....

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